Okay, I definitely HAVE to get over this obsession ASAP.

I have been feeling extremely depressed lately. Where do you get anti-depressants?

Or do you need a prescription?

I am restless, fatigued. Body image has become my woe again. I am having suicidal thoughts again. I do not have patience for anything anymore. I screamed at my cat for meowing too loud. I know I have a problem, i just don't know what to do. I just wish someone would hear me. Someone would save me.

Please do not accuse me of being emo.

I have a problem and I'm asking for help.

It's a big deal if you knew who I was.

These exams are not helping at all. I am so afraid I will screw my future up. I know I most likely am stuck in this shithole of a country but I can't help but to feel I am destined for something more.

Please come.

Whatever it is that I'm searching for.

Once again its on the tip my tongue

Don't you wish it was done?

I'm afraid we're only at the start

You knew that this is how things are

Just take it all

I'm sorry for this crappy shit you have to endure but I feel it's almost too late.